Sunday, April 5, 2009
Let's talk about PTM:
My ptm was not bad I would say, all my teachers said my attitude in class has improved, a bit.
I guess I can proudly say that my attitude has gone from super duper damn extremely ultra bad to just very bad, haha.
To me, meeting all the teachers were a waste of time because they all said the same things, except for one.
The few things that this teacher has resulted in me pondering on many things.
One thing she said really struck me, and it's that she said she doesn't interact or talk to me much in class, compared to the rest of the class,
Initally doesn't sound like anything wrong right?
She continues (not exact words but along these lines) : The reason so is that you (me) tend to give short, quick and unpleasant answers which makes you think you are very smart and witty, but they never fail to piss me off, so, for me (her) to not flare up in class so often, due to my hot temper, I try to avoid contact with you as much as possible, right?
I'm like wtf, but I just nodded my head.
I was seriously stunned, serious. I did not know, I did not have a clue she really felt this way about me. She did not show in any form that she had negative feelings towards me.
Siao liao. One person I told this incident to told me that in other words, she meant that I am damn guai lan during her class.
What? So I was thinking for a while, whether I should change my whole personality so that I won't be offending people that I didn't know I was offending.
I thought for about 5 minutes, and 5 minutes starts now as I type these words.
FUCK NO! I'm not gonna change for anybody, I dun even change my underwear what makes you think I would change my attitude, my character, my personality?
Are you fucking retarded?
You fucking chee bye bangla!
If you read the above 5 words, you are officially retarded.
Because
It's My Life.
I'm
Born For This.
i hate you, thks!
10:56 PM
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
I finally figured out how to make my music run more than 30 seconds, woots~
but I can't find the normal version of this song in imeem;
the only ones available are acoustic and chipmunks..
So I figured this video will do, but if you're still using dial-up internet, please be patient while the video loads, it's worth the wait though
Do enjoy okay, Coz i took a mother fucking long time to finally figure out this mother fucking fuck.
Hawthorne Heights - This is who we are
i hate you, thks!
9:38 PM
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Hawthorne heights - this is who we are
Between the future and the past tense
Lies the present in the distance
So you think we`re never coming back?
Scoring points for passion and persistence
Between the lines and the highway
Lies the danger and the safety
You never thought this was gonna last
I always knew you`d never take it back
I always knew (i always knew)
[Chorus: x2]
I know it seems like we`re never coming back
I know it feels like we`re never coming back
You tried your best and you knew it wouldn`t last
They were the words that she placed on her casket
Between the sadness and the smile
Lies the flicker of the fire
You always said this never hurt you
I always said you were a liar
between all the towers and the wires
There still lies a little silence
Two hearts and one connection
One voice lacks emotion now
I always knew (i always knew)
[Chorus x2]
Instead of flowers like words that never mattered
Close it off- forget about the sadness (close it off- forget about the sadness)
He always said she should have tried crying
blaming him as she was lying down
Not coming back (Not coming back) [x2]
[Chorus x2]
Not coming back.. hmm sounds like during XP sia
i hate you, thks!
12:55 AM
Thursday, January 22, 2009
All I want for 2009 right now are just these few simple things:
1. ODAC
2. Frisbee
3. Soccer (EPL)/F1(March onwards)
And I'm think I'm on the verge of losing one in the time to come...
I am upset, I am unhappy. I am sad, I am frowning. I am down, I am out.
I don't want to lose it like that.
I just found my drive, please don't force me to throw it away.
I don't want to crash.
Imagine:
You just got yourself a car and you've got used to driving it.
You love your car really much now and you risk your life to drive it faster.
You've almost reach top speed and you're really enjoying it.
Then, a truck drives in front of you and hits on the brakes right in front of you.
You're momentum instantly drops to zero.
You desperately steps on the gas pedal but nothing happens.
You panic, you are helpless. Your car is permanently damaged.
What will you do?
What CAN you do?
Imagine:
Yourself turning into a fish
You just got used to breathing in water
You are happy
You get caught in a rod and you are brought out of water
You try to breath but you can't.
Imagine. Imagine.
Please, if you read this, don't go spread and tell anyone to come read.
Song for the day : Hawthorne Heights - Niki FM
i hate you, thks!
9:27 PM
Sunday, October 5, 2008
We were talking crap (as usual) around the circular table nearest to the study area, and I was prompted to update my blog. But it was polite, not like, " Eh CB, your blog so long never update we go there see waste our newton time! Go update you NewtonTard!" It's more like, "Please Felps, kindly update your blog coz we are very interested in your life and want to know more about you.."
And so I did. I was surprised, initially, that people actually still visit my blog because.. of obvious reasons.. But after i thought about it, it ain't that much of a surprise after all. I realised that I'm a superstar, and superstars do get attention. So to all my loyal fans out there : I really appreciate it. Really.
Ok, on to serious stuff.
1. Things between my mom and I are now less tense (refering to previous post), ever since I got the Felps hair. And I learnt to be more tolerant and have more self-control over my actions (not referring to my actions on the previous post but to things that I did which cannot be mentioned). I guess I've become more matured after the sexy Felps cut that made me realised that I a newton world champion and I have to be responsible for my actions if not the media will come KPKB and screw up my life. K, getting a little off now but the main point is the Felps haircut really changed things, for me at least.
2. HAHA CJC COL@C. I am now beginning to realise how the supposed No. 1 ODAC at this level operates. And if this is how a successful organisation operates I will not be surprised after realising what's happening. But I would be newton sad if it's really the case, ain't it? That's all I have to say and all that I can say.
3. Arsenal draw, woots! V.Pussy can't penetrate and Emmanuel smells. FabreGas's running out of Gas and Alumunia = Ammonia. Enough said? Enough said.
4. No. 4. You know what? There's no No.4!
5. Song for the day. Can't forget this part, can you?
A7X - A little piece of heaven. Why? Those reading should know why.
i hate you, thks!
6:44 PM
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
K, I'm posting this post because my mom's yelling at me in the background and the song I Can Tell is playing damn loudly on my Sony Noise Cancellation earphones and I dun wanna take them out because she haven't finish talking yet so I'm posting to act like I'm doing something when actually I want to go to bed.
Well, I haven't posted in a long time so.. LOL. I dun really know what to write because I want to sleep now and my brain ain't working well. You can observe I use because many times because I can't seem to find another word to replace it, DAMN! Okay, let me fill u in in wat's happening at my side right now. When the music stops like to change to the next track or when the music goes softer, I can hear her say I know u can hear me, I'm talking very loudly, everybody can hear. And I'm thinking like everyone, everyone except me. ROFLMAO. Oh the track now I just change to Famous Last Words alr coz the last track very low volume can can hear her yacking away.. Oh Yes! I just finish my EOM and it's damn shiok la, like everyone in my class never do or is choinging now but I, I am blogging.. LOL.
i hate you, thks!
11:24 PM
Monday, June 23, 2008
Today was post-exam day. WTF!!!
Before the paper I was freaking afraid that they might ban me from taking the paper as my hair is long. Then, a glimmer or hope as I took the paper and wrote more and more and up to a point I was certain they would not catch for hair already. So, I'm high with confidence now that my hair can still last this whole week. This whole EXAM week.
So after econs paper, about 1/2 of the 1/2 which went to pastamania which is about 1/2 the class went to Novena to study, while I am in the comfort of my home enjoying my post-exam...
But WAIT A MINUTE,,,, today ain't no post-exam day, today is exam period!! Oh Gosh!! What have I done? From 1pm to 11.30pm, staring at the computer screen, doing what? MSN, MSN, MSN with windows media player, then more MSN. And here comes the killer. MSN Games, in particular Hexic. Okay, so what if I have one full day tomorrow to study for maths. IT'S MATHS FOR FELICIA'S SAKE! But okay, I managed to get the basis of A.P. when I was waiting for my dad to open the door home for me just now.. XD
Oh Yes, Hexic. For the benefit of those who don't know, it's a game that requires a lot of concentration and the pieces on the screen keeps turning so it can be quite energy consuming mentally, which leads to one being weak physically.
Sian-zz, tonight no Euro. And Spain actually got through Italy, which is WOAH!
So, I'm off to bed. Song for today is Best Of Me by Sum 41. Because the best of me for this mid-years may make some people very disappointed. I apologize in advance.
Look at LiangShoe laughing at me above. Hai-zz.K I think I'll post the song tomorrow coz I nidda sleep now. BYE BYE.
i hate you, thks!
11:23 PM